| Another day goes by... |
[06 Mar 2008|04:08pm] |
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So everything is going great, enjoying life quite a bit at the moment, mel and i both have great jobs and are getting out of debt with the quickness! my birthday is coming up soon on the 24th and i will be 24! so with that i realize as i get older how some things never change, but thats a subject id rather not go into detail about because i dont want to beat a dead horse, but i will say marsh keep on keeping on! dont let anyone bring you down, your happy, you are taking care of your shit, your not living with your family ur on your own with your soon to be wifey, you know where your at in life more than anyone else can claim to, and i wish you nothing but the best and im sure your gonna be a great dad i just pray the kid looks like becky instead of you! ;) lol jk. i know i normally dont post in this thing unless i feel it necessary but alot of people are claiming marsh and i have beef or one or the other is bashing the other when its simply not true, and i felt the need to clarify that we are perfectly fine just like we were in the coh days and before those days! though alot of people have come and gone through those days, the real coh peeps are still united! friends forever gangsta!!!!
Quote of the day - "Stop hatin on a nigga that is a weak emotion the lady of a nigga, drag my name through the mud, ill come out clean!"
*Weezy*
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| Oh i cannot grieve anymore... |
[24 Sep 2007|02:27pm] |
Shows have been going really well, working alot of mad hours, volleyball starts in a month, im hella excited about that, going to cleveland in 2 weeks for the horror convention with todd and neil! thats gonna rock! other than that life sucks! lol
To be in love and lonely...
*Jimmy*
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| World spreads its legs for another star... |
[10 Jun 2007|01:09am] |
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Nothing much new, were playing at the rec bowl monday so anyone who wants to come we will prolly go on around 9 were head lining, been down lately what else is new, its the story of my life, but i think im finally starting to come to terms with some things in my life and thats always good, made alot of new friends that always makes me happy, ah, live journal sucks lately no one really reads this shit do they? i dont even post blogs on myspace i think thats a waste of time as well, so i still randomly post in this thing just to vent! thats about itttt...
"Blow out the candles on all my frankensteins, at least my death wish will come true, you will taste like valentines, we cry, your like a birthday, i should have picked the photograph, it lasted longer than you..."
*Cyn*
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| I think it's coming back again... |
[01 May 2007|01:45am] |
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I remember all the time you spent with me
It broke my heart to see you go
And I remember those times that you were there for me
And I remember the drive home
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night you had to die alone
I remember always looking up to you
But you were never looking down
And I remember that warm September afternoon
And I remember all the sounds
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night you had to die alone
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night I didn't want to say goodbye
You meant the world to me
And I know that we will be together in the end forever baby
Yeah forever baby
I'm feeling alone now
More than I've ever been
I just want to feel you in my arms again
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night you had to die alone
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night I didn't want to say goodbye...
*Cyn*
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| Forever Today... |
[16 Mar 2007|10:25pm] |
Next sunday our first show whos all coming! its gonna be off the hook, were playing at the haloft, in mt. clemens tickets are 8 bucks, everyone should go it will be fun!!!
*Cyn*
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| Yea yea yea another one... |
[06 Mar 2007|09:57pm] |
This song is the song mel and i are dancing too at our wedding, well heres at least the lyrics! if anyone wants to down load it (mom) lol its The redjumpsuit apparatus - your guardian angel... thanks to my brother josh for picking it for us lol ;)
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven...
*Cyn*
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| Sleep... |
[05 Mar 2007|07:53am] |
Just got back from Cali, was amazing! met and chilled with alot of famous people! i will have a longggg update full with pics later!!!
*Cyn*
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| To my Uncle... I miss you... |
[01 Jan 2007|07:15pm] |
So long ago we departed
where did you go?
I can't believe your gone
The nights go on so slow
the precious time we spent
my fondest memories
i hold on to the promise
that you made to me.
You know i never let you go
you know i never hurt so bad
and if it takes a thousand years
i will be right there by your side
you know i never hurt so much
when i lost you i was blind
and everytime i catch my tears
you are right there
by my side.
I feel you when you're watching
from a far
too young to leave me standing
i wonder where you are
the precious time we spent
my fondest memories
i hold on to the promise
that you made to me.
you know i never let you go
you know i never hurt so bad
and if it takes a thousand years
i will be right there by your side
you know i never hurt so much
when i lost you i was blind
and every time i catch my tear
you are right there
by my side
i stare into his eyes
and then i see your face
a dying love inside
a love you can't replace
your looking down with pride
and let me show
what i can't tell.
Too young to leave me standing
i wonder where you are.
You know i never let you go
you know i never hurt so bad
and if it takes a thousand years
i will be right there by your side
you know i never hurt so much
when i lost you i was blind
and every time i catch my tears
you are right there by my side
by my side.
*Cyn*
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| I hate everything fake... |
[12 Nov 2006|10:53pm] |
Guns N' Fuckin Roses 13 more days and ill see god! best fucking band ever and i will be right in the front! fuck yesssss!!!!!
*Cyn*
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| Your picture... a bitter memory... |
[18 Dec 2005|07:55am] |
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Nothing new going on, im pissed that i couldnt see my marshmellow with mushroomhead! im sure you guys rocked the house! my little bros birthday was yesterday so were having his party today so i gotta do the family thing! woot woot! *rolls eyes*, im getting a new band going its, mel on vocals, me on drums, grim on bass, matt on keys, and I WANT MISS ALISHA ON GUITAR! i need to talk to her about that, cause she writes some dope ass melodies! Christmas is gonna be ok this year i suppose, the day after im going to PA with Cody, and Grim so that is gonna fucking rock for 5 days coming back new years day so mel and i and the rest of the crew can party hardy! I dont update my journal very often, prolly cause i dont really have much to say, i dont like to bore people with the norm of my everyday life, so i wait till maybe there at least little something intresting in there, or i wrote a new song or some shit oh well! im out!
P.S. I hate fucking ex's that think i have nothing better to do with my time then start rumors about there meaningless lives, lay off the coke and grow the fuck up before i do end this little thing known as you life!
*Cyn*
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| Fuck you all... |
[07 Oct 2005|07:46am] |
Nessa should get the point across to you and if she dont her kitty will claw out your fucking eyes, have a nice day :)
P.S. Thanks for the pic Nessa!!!!
*Cyn*
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| Thats called the blues... |
[16 Sep 2005|08:21am] |
All the love in the world couldn't save you,
All the innocence inside,
You know I tried so hard to make you,
To make you change your mind.
And it hurts too much to see you,
And how you left yourself behind,
You know I wouldn't want to be you,
Now that's a hell I cant describe.
So now I wander through my days,
Trying to find my ways,
To the feelings that I felt,
I saved for you and no one else.
And though as long as this road seems,
I know its called the street of dreams,
But that's not stardust on my feet,
It leaves a taste that's bittersweet,
That's called the blues.
I don't know just what I should do,
Everywhere I go I see you,
You know it's what we planned,
This much is true,
What I thought was beautiful,
Don't live inside of you, anymore.
What this means to me,
The more I know you believe,
What I thought was you now,
Has cost more that it should for me.
What I thought was true before,
Were lies I couldn't see,
What I thought was beautiful,
Is only memories...
*Cyn*
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